Zenkai Girl


i just watched uchuu kyoudai (space brothers) and akunin (villain)
because i am currently obsessed with okada masaki

and yappari, i only like very feeeewwww japanese movies. i hate the super slow pace, and unclear conflict.
akunin was so boriiiingggggg. and i don't get how they fell in love that quickly. and did the grandma got anything?
uchuu kyoudai is actually kinda fun. oguri shun is funny and great. but i was hoping to watch okada masaki, so that was sorta a letdown. oguri is the only good thing, because i don't understand the importance of the conflict. so the climax didn't wow me at all either. and there wasn't any resolution! at least not spelled out clearly....they just left him in danger and then time jump and narration that he made it.

i don't enjoy ambiguity, vagueness in movies. hate them, even
yes i'm being a lazy audience who doesn't want to engage her brain
why does okada's more fun movies are few

and someone on my TL is 1000% irritable right now and i might have phrased a few thing wrongly. i don't think i said anything offensive but she's irritable and sick and is annoyed at me right now. ugh. just means i gotta avoid twitter, but it's kinda hard, my hands are always itching to open twitter
Zenkai Girl

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note to self: don't discuss about skipping class on my very public twitter..............OTL

on another note, why is my LJ in japanese now
i deleted cookies the other day and i think since then it turned out this way
Zenkai Girl

Pupus- Dewa, English translation

I just heard this song (LIVE! XD) repeatedly last weekend during Thanksgiving dinner between Indonesians.
I was reminded at how great (and popular) this song is. Here's a video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=po0oyJhzqA4 
It's really a great song, by one of Indonesia's best bands. Or at least they used to be.

Pupus - Gone

I can't understand what I'm feeling
A never before longing that is so great
I love you more than you know
Even if you would never know

I present my life for you
I've given up my heart for you
But you still keep silent, not a single word
And deep in my heart, I hear

Just now, I realized
My love is an unrequited love
You completely crush my entire heart

I pray that time will move the frozen side of your heart
I pray that a miracle will appear, that you will come to me

I love you more than you know
Even if you would never know

I just realized
My love is unrequited
You crush my whole heart

I just realized
My love is one-sided
You crush my whole heart

I just figured out
My love is one-sided
You turn my entire heart into pieces

My entire heart...

hmmm, didn't realize the lyrics were this simple. Still, such a powerful song. My middle school/high school heart loves this song very much
Zenkai Girl


Transcribed, romanized, and my take on translating it. Feel free to point out mistakes and/or differing opinions :)
This amazing, feelings invoking song, gotta share 8D
*i think the title is Ryuhei-kun, i may be imagining things*

作曲 作詞: 錦戸亮 - music and words: Nishikido Ryo

いつも元気な隆平 今日も笑うよニコニコ
itsumo genki na Ryuuhei kyou mo warau yo niko niko
Ryuhei who's always energetic is laughing again today, all smiley
愛すべき僕らのムードメーカー 笑顔作るよ1個2個
ai subeki bokura no muudomeekaa egao tsukuru yo ikko niko
Our beloved moodmaker, he makes one, two smiles
二日酔いの朝一も 眠り誘う深夜でも
futsukayoi no asa ichi mo nemuri sasou shinya de mo
Even first thing in the morning on hungover days, even late at night when sleep is calling
basho mo jikan mo erabanai kimi wo muishiki ni boku wa erandeta
I unconsciously choose the you who just don't pick place nor time

kinou to onaji kimi wo warawasetekureru kimi wo
Just like the you yesterday, you make me laugh
motomesugite shimau kara
I end up asking too much
無理をさせてる瞬間に気付けず ほんとごめんね。
muri wo saseteru toki ni kidzukezu honto gomenne
For not realizing when I make you push yourself too hard, I'm really sorry

jibun katte na boku dakara sore demo kimi wo sagasu yo
Because this is the selfish me. Even so I search for you
kyou wa boku ga kimi wo warawaseru
Today, I am going to make you laugh
隆平くんは ドコドコ?
Ryuuhei-kun wa doko doko?
Ryuhei-kun, just where are you?

いつも元気な隆平 明日も笑うよずっときっと
itsumo genki na Ryuuhei asu mo warau you zutto kitto
The always energetic Ryuhei, I'm sure you'll be all laughs again tomorrow
ai subeki bokura no muudomeekaa
Our beloved moodmaker
egao tsukuru yo ikko niko
Make one, two smiles
egao tsukuru yo jukko hyakko
Make ten, one hundred smiles
笑顔作るよ もっと もっと
egao tsukuru yo motto motto
Keep on making smiles more and more
Zenkai Girl

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it's really pathetic but, the most contact with people I have is on Twitter. hahahahahaha

which means, I'm really not seeing anybody. just holed up in my room


it's bad, but i really don't wanna do anything else. dou shiyou.
Zenkai Girl


So since I've been avoiding spoiler like the plague, Tumblr has become pretty much useless now.

Also, HMV's post should get here on Thursday afternoon. I JUST CAN'T WAIT.

All I've allowed myself is comments by paaaaan on twitter.

But I'm leaving for NYC on Sat morning to watch Laruku. And I'm not taking those precious dvds on a plane. Won't have time to watch anyway.

I should be able to finish watching before leaving but BOY OH BOY it's like >7 hours!!!!

4 discs!!!!

Like, why didn't TEICHIKU put all these bonuses before???? Just put in the MC (all of them) and I'll be like super happy.
This tour was mid Nov-31 Dec, and this DVD completed production by the end of February.
Zenkai Girl

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is LJ the only place where I can post this kinda stuff. Twitter, Tumblr, or facebook is too embarassing right?

I don't get the pains regularly, i'm thankful for that. but seriously, RN i just wanna go to bed.